I often sit down and start to blog only to find myself without anything to really say. Sure I have lots of thoughts running through my mind and then I think, no one wants to read about that, or they will think I am crazy for sure now. Well, this post is about something that is very dear to my heart. Children. DH and I have been blessed with two wonderful girls (don’t tell them I said that) and then we decided that we did not want anymore children. This decision came when I was going through a very depressive state in my life and I felt that I just couldn’t handle anymore. DH had yet to be saved and we were not living for the Lord like we do now. So we decided that a vasectomy was our best option. About 3 or so years after that I began having strong feelings that I wanted more children. Dh did not. That feeling has never left me. I feel so strong about having more children. I feel that we made a decision that should have been left up to the Lord. He was totally left out of that decision. Now we are beginning to think that maybe we should look into having a reversal. The only thing is DH is facing a possible deployment to Iraq next year and therefore we are not sure how things would go for us. That is to say if the reversal even worked. One thing we know for sure is that it is in God’s hands. We are just praying that he leads us where he would have us to be and that his will would be done.
So if you would, please pray for us during this time.